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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    7:03 pm
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    and Clyde was playing in theaters, but her eyes
    were still breathtaking, even with lines at the
    corners, cracks in the eyelids, and no make-up to
    enhance themThey were Sophia Loren eyes
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    "You showed silver chanel twenty-two slides at the SelbyNine
    were of pencil-sketchesVery interesting, but
    smallAnd eleven paintings, because there were
    actually three slides of Wireman Looks West, two
    close-ups and the wide-angleSo how many other
    paintings are there? How many will you be showing
    at the Scoto next month?"
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    painting all the time, but I think right now there
    are about
    "Twenty," she said, softly and tonelessly
    Something about the way she was looking at me made
    me uncomfortable and I shifted around"I think the actual number might be
    twenty-one Of course there were a few pictures I
    wasn't countingFriends with Chanel Necklaces Benefits, for
    instanceThe one I sometimes thought of as Candy
    Brown Loses His BreathAnd the red-robe sketch
    I did the addition in my head and shifted around
    some more
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    see by your face that you don't She got up,
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    couch, then stood black chanel tote looking at the Hockney with her
    hands in the pockets of her expensive slacksThe
    painting showed a cube of a house and a blue
    swimming poolBeside the pool was a ripe teenager
    in a black tank suitShe was all breasts and long
    tanned legs and dark hairShe wore dark glasses,
    and a tiny sun blazed in each lens
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    7:10 pm
    @@@@@You really wanted to win, but the fear of
    @@@@@You really wanted to win, but the fear of losing was greater than the excitement of winningDeep inside, you and only you will know you didn't go for it You chose to play it safeFor ten seconds, we looked at each other, only pulling away once the message was received
    "You've been pushing me around" I asked
    "Some people might say that," smiled rich dad"I would say that I just gave you a taste of life
    "What taste of life?" I asked, still angry, but now curious
    "You boys are the first people that have ever asked me to teach them how to make moneyI have more than 150 employees, and not one of them has asked me what I know about moneyThey ask me for a job and a paycheck, but never to teach them about moneySo most will spend the best years of their lives working for money, not really understanding what it is they are working for
    I sat there listening intently
    "So when Mike told me about you wanting to learn how to make money, I decided to design a course that was close to real lifeI could talk until I was blue in the face, but you wouldn't hear a thingSo I decided to let life push you around a bit so you could hear meThat's why I only paid you 10 cents
    "So what is the lesson I learned from working for only 10 cents an hour?" I asked"That you're cheap and exploit your workers?"
    Rich dad rocked back and laughed heartilyFinally, after his laughing stopped, he said, "You'd best change your point of viewStop blaming me, thinking I'm the problemIf you think I'm the problem, then you have to change meIf you realize that you're the problem, then you can change yourself, learn something and grow wiserMost people want everyone else in the world to change but themselvesLet me tell you, it's easier to change yourself than everyone else
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    7:11 pm
    @@@@@Everything was relaxed and peaceful, except
    @@@@@Everything was relaxed and peaceful, except for the dull throbbing in his stomach
    Abruptly, he realized the firing had stoppedAh gotta git back in the weeds where the Japs won' find meHe tried to rise but he felt too weakSlowly, grunting from the effort, he crawled a few yards farther back into the tall grass, and relaxed again, content because he could no longer see the fieldHis dizziness, his well-being sifted through his bodyFeels like Ah'm likkered upHe shook his head in bewildermentHe remembered sitting in a bar once, pleasantly drunk, his hand around the hips of the woman beside him in the boothHe was going home with her in a few minutes, and a tingle of passion flushed through him at the thought"That's right, honey," he heard himself say, looking at the roots of the kunai grass before his nose
    Ah'm gonna die, Wilson told himselfA cold charge of fear awakened his body, and he whimpered for a momentHe pictured the bullet tearing through his body, ripping apart the flesh inside, and he felt nauseaA little bile welled out of his mouth"All that poison inside me is gonna be messin' aroun' now, jus' killin' me But he drifted away again, settled into the warm lapping content of his drowsiness and weaknessHe was no longer afraid of dyingThat bullet's gonna clean up mah insidesAll the pus'll be comin' out now, an' Ah'll be okayPappy said his granpappy used to have an ole nigger woman bleed him wheneveh he had the feverTha's jus' what Ah'm doin' nowHe looked mistily at the groundThe blood was sopping against his shirt front, which made him slightly uncomfortableHe held his hand over it, smiling faint
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    7:11 pm
    @@@@@Hamilton's promised letter was delivered to
    @@@@@Hamilton's promised letter was delivered
    to the Robillard house just as dark was setting inScarlett grabbed
    it like a line thrown to the drowningShe'd been listening to her
    aunts quarrelling for more than an hour about who was to blame for
    their father's reaction to his birthday"This is about my Atlanta
    property," Scarlett said
    "Please excuse me, I'll take it up to my room She didn't wait for
    them to agreeShe locked the door to her roomShe wanted to
    savor
    every word in private"What mess have you made this time?" the
    letter began, without salutationThe old lawyer's handwriting was so
    agitated that it was difficult to readScarlett made a face and held
    it closer to the lampWhat mess have you made this time? on
    Monday I
    was visited ly a pompous old fool I generally go out of my way to
    avoid
    He presented me with an astonishing daft drawn on his bank and
    payable
    to youThe amount was one- half million dol::irs, and it was paid by
    IlhettTuesday I was badgered by another ol:lfool, this one a
    iawver, askeig me where you wereHis chentyour husbandwanted to
    know
    I did not tell him you were in Savannah 371 Scarlett groanedWho
    was
    Uncle Henry calling an old fool when he was such an old fool himself?
    No wonder Rhett hadn't come for herShe peered again at Henry's
    spidery scriptbecause your telegram arrived after he lejl, and at
    the time he called on me I didn't know where you wereI have not
    told
    him yet, because I do not know what you're up to, and I have a pretty
    good idea that I want no part of itThis courthouse lawyer had two
    questions from RhettThe first was your whereabouisThe second
    was-do you want a divorce? Now, Scariett, I don't know what you'e
    holding over Rhett's head to get that kind of money from him and I
    don't
    want to know
    Whatever he might have done to give you grounos to divorce him is
    none
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    7:03 pm
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    instincts told him the end would come—one way or anotherHe had to find the truck that was
    being driven by the Jackal and destroy bothHe could do it—he could do it! Carlos thought he was
    dead and that was the key, for the Jackal would do what he had to do, what he, Jason Bourne,
    would do if he were CarlosWhen the holocaust he had ignited was at its zenith, the Jackal would
    abandon the truck and put into play his means of escape—his escape to Paris, the real Paris, where
    his army of old men would spread the word of their monseigneur’s triumph over the ubiquitous,
    disbelieving SovietsIt would be somewhere near the tunnel; that was a given
    The race through “London,” “Coventry” and “Portsmouth” could only be likened to the
    newsreel footage from Chloe Purse World War II depicting the carnage hurled down on Great Britain by the
    Luftwaffe, compounded by first the screaming and then the silent terror of the V-2 and V-5 rockets
    But the residents of Novgorod were not British—forbearance gave way to mass hysteria, concern
    for all became survival for self aloneAs the impressive reproductions of Big Ben and the Houses
    of Parliament crashed down in flames and the aircraft factories of “Coventry” were reduced to
    raging fires, the streets swelled with screaming, horrified crowds racing through the roads that led
    to the Volkhov River and the shipyards of “Portsmouth There, from the scaled-down piers and
    slips, scores threw themselves into rushing waters only to be caught in the magnesium grids where
    sharp, jagged bolts of electricity blazingly zigzagged through the air, leaving limp bodies floating
    toward the next metal traps above and below the angry surfaceIn paralyzed fragments, the crowds
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    428
    watched and turned in panic, fighting their way back into the miniaturized city of “Portsea”; the
    guards had abandoned their posts and chaos ruled the night
    Snapping on the jeep’s searchlight, Bourne drove in sudden spurts down alleyways and the less
    crowded narrow streets—south, always southHe grabbed a flare from the army vehicle’s floor,
    pulled the release string, and proceeded to thrust the spitting, hissing, blinding burst of fire into the
    hands and faces of the hysterical racing stragglers who tried to climb on boardThe sight of the
    constantly pulsating flame so close to their eyes was enough; each screamed and recoiled in terror,
    no doubt thinking yet another explosive had detonated in his or her immediate vicinity
    A graveled road! The gates to the American compound were less than a hundred yards away
    The graveled road? Soaked with fuel! The plastic charges had not gone off—but they would in a
    matter of moments, creating a wall of fire, fake hermes enveloping the jeep and its driver! With the accelerator
    pressed to the floor, Jason raced to the gateIt was deserted—and the iron barrier was down! He
    slammed on the brakes, skidding to a stop, hoping beyond reasonable hope that no sparks would fly
    out and ignite the gravelPlacing the spewing flare on the metal floor, he swiftly removed two
    grenades from his pockets—grenades he was loath to part with—pulled the pins, and hurled both
    toward the gateThe massive explosions blew the barricade away and instantly set the graveled
    road on fire, the leaping flames immediate—enveloping him! He had no choice; he threw the hot
    flare away and sped through the tunnel of fire into Novgorod’s final largest compoundAs he did
    so the concrete guardhouse at the “English” border exploded; glass, stone and shards of metal shot
    out and up everywhere
    He had been so filled with anxiety on their way to the crossing into “Spain” that he barely
    recalled the diminutive replicas of gucci backpacks the “American” cities and towns, much less the fastest routes
    that led to the tunnelHe had merely followed young Benjamin’s harsh shouted commands, but he
    did remember that the California-bred trainer kept referring to the “coast road—like Route One,
    man, up to Carmel!” It was, of course, those streets closest to the Volkhov, which in turn became,
    in no order of geographical sequence, a shoreline in “Maine,” the Potomac River of “Washington,”
    and the northern waters of Long Island Sound that housed the naval base at “New London
    The madness had reached “America Police cars, their sirens wailing, sped through the streets,
    men shouting into radios as people in various stages of dress and undress ran out of buildings and
    stores, screaming about the terrible earthquake that had hit this leg of the Volkhov, one even more
    severe than the catastrophe in ArmeniaEven with the surest knowledge of devastating infiltration,
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    7:03 pm
    @@@@@ She took me by the sleeve and pulled me
    @@@@@ She took me by the sleeve and
    pulled me down to NoIn both of
    these, Rowboat Girl was wearing the green dress
    with straps that crossed over her bare back"She
    said you must be reading her mind, because she
    ordered a dress like that from Newport News just
    this spring
    She looked back at the picturesI stood silently
    beside her and let her look
    "I don't like these, EdgarThey're not like the
    others, and I don't like them
    I thought of Tim Riley saying, Your ex has great
    insight but little kindness
    708
    Pam lowered her voice"You don't know something
    about Illy that you shouldn't, do you? The way you
    knew about-"
    "No," I said, but I was more troubled by the Girl
    and Ship series than everSome of it was seeing
    them all hung in a line; the accumulated weirdness
    was like a punchThat was Elizabeth's opinionHowever
    many there are, you must sell them
    And I could understand why she thought soI did
    not like seeing my daughter, not even in the guise
    of the child she had long outgrown, in such close
    proximity to that rotted sheerhulkAnd in a way,
    I was surprised that perplexity and disquiet were
    all Pam feltBut of course, the paintings hadn't
    had a chance to work on her yet
    And they were no longer on Duma Key
    The young people joined us, Ric and Melinda with
    their arms around each other"Daddy, you're a
    genius," Melinda said"Ric thinks so, too, don't
    you, Ric?"
    "Actually," Ric said, "I doI came prepared to
    beInstead I am struggling for the
    words to say I am amazed
    709
    "That's very kind," I said
    "I'm so proud of you, Dad," Illy said, and hugged
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    7:09 pm
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    7:14 pm
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    7:12 pm
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    Jamie had his left arm around the shoulders of his laughing,
    bright-haired untidy wife, his derby hat tipped carelessly on the back
    of his curly headAnother man stood at his right side, illuminated by
    the street lampHe was only as tall as Jamie's shoulder, and
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    face was bright, his eyes flashing blue, and his uncovered head a halo
    of
    silver curlsHe was the very image of Gerald O'Hara, Scarlett's Pa
    Hodgson Hall had a handsome, serious interior, appropriate to its
    scholarly purposeRich, polished wood panelling covered the walls
    and
    framed the Historical Society's collection of old maps and sketches
    Huge brass chandeliers pasha cartier watch fitted with white glass-globed gaslights hung
    from the tall ceilingThey cast an unkind, bright, bleaching light on
    the pale, lined aristocratic faces below themScarlett sought
    instinctively for some shadowShe felt
    panicky, as if somehow she was aging rapidly, as if old age were a
    contagionHer thirtieth birthday had come and gone unnoticed while
    she was in Charleston, dior saddle but now she was acutely aware of it
    Everyone knew that once a woman was thirty, she just as well be
    dead
    Thirty was so old that she'd never believed it could happen to herIt
    couldn't be true'Scarlett," said her grandfatherHe held her arm
    above the elbow and propelled her toward the receiving lineHis
    fingers were cold as death; she could feel the cold through the omega seamaster gmt thin
    leather of the glove that covered her arm almost to her shoulder
    Ahead of her the elderly officers of the Historical Society were
    welcoming elderly guests, one by oneI can't! Scarlett thought
    franticallyI can't shake all those dead cold hands and smile and say
    I'm happy to be hereI've got to get awayShe sagged against her
    grandfather's stiff shoulder"I'm not well," she tiffany replica
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    7:03 pm
    @@@@@Webb?” “Ah, the adorable Marie!” “What
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    “Ah, the adorable Marie!”
    “What about these adorable plans of yours?” asked Conklin pointedly“How long will they take
    to implement?”
    “You of all people should ask that question?” Krupkin’s eyes were wide in disbelief
    “I think I’d better,” broke in Alex
    “You, who were instrumental in building the dossier of the greatest impersonator the
    international world of terrorism has ever known? The incomparable Jason Bourne?”
    “If that includes me,” said Webb, “I’m outI’m heavy into interior decorating
    “How long, Kruppie?”
    “For heaven’s sake, man, you were training a recruit for an assignment, a single missionI’m
    altering a life!”
    “How long?”
    “You tell me, AlexIt’s my life we’re talking about now—as worthless as that life may be in the
    geopolitical scheme of things—it’s still my life
    “Whatever he needs,” interrupted David Webb, the unseen image of Jason Bourne looking over
    his wounded shoulder
    “Two years to do it well, three years to do it better,” said Dimitri Krupkin
    “They’re yours,” said Marie
    “Pritchard,” said StJacques, angling his head“Fix my drink, if you please
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    Epilogue
    They walked along the moonlit beach, alternately touching and not touching, the embarrassment of
    intimacy intermittently intruding as if a world that had separated them had not let them escape its
    terrible orbit, constantly pulling them into its fiery nucleus
    “You carried a gun,” said Marie softly“I had no idea you had oneI’m not sure I knew I had one, either
    “Reflex? Compulsion?”
    “Both, I guessIt didn’t matter, I didn’t use it
    “But you wanted to, didn’t you?”
    “Again, I’m not sureIf you and the children were threatened, of course I would, but I don’t
    think I’d fire indiscriminately
    “Are you sure, David? Would the appearance of danger to us make you pick up a gun and shoot
    at shadows?”
    “No, I don’t shoot at shadowsIn the sand! Waves lapping over the unmistakable intrusion of a human being, breaks
    in the flow of the natural rhythm—sounds Jason Bourne knew from a hundred beaches! He spun
    around, violently propelling Marie off her feet, sending her out of the line of fire as he crouched,
    his weapon in his hand
    “Please don’t kill me, David,” said Morris Panov, the beam of his flashlight illuminating the
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    7:03 pm
    @@@@@then a storm, the water in the swimming
    @@@@@then a storm, the water in the
    swimming pool lashed into waves, the fronds of a
    palm pulled into ragged banners by the wind
    There were well over a hundred pictures in all
    She might only have been a child, but she had also
    been unbottlingTwo or three more storm
    picturesmaybe the Alice that had uncovered
    Eastlake's treasure-trove, maybe just a big
    thunderstorm, it was impossible to say for surethe Gulf again, this time with
    flying fish the size of dolphinsthe Gulf with
    pelicans that appeared to have rainbows in their
    mouths
    I stopped, my breath caught in my throat
    Compared with many of the others I'd gone through,
    this one was dead simple, just the silhouette of a
    ship against the dying light, caught at the
    tipping-point between day and dark, but its
    simplicity was what gave it its powerCertainly
    I'd thought so when I drew the same thing on my
    first night in Big PinkHere was the same cable,
    stretched taut between the bow and what might in
    Elizabeth's time have been called a Marconi tower,
    creating a brilliant orange triangleHere was the
    same upward shading of light, orange to blue
    There was even the same scribbly, not-quitecareless
    overlay of color that made the ship -
    skinnier than mine had been - look like a phantom
    out there, trudging its way north
    "I drew this," I said faintly
    "I know," Wireman said
    800
    I thumbed deeper, hurrying through big bunches of
    watercolors and colored pencil drawings, knowing
    what I would eventually findAnd yes, near the
    bottom I came to Elizabeth's first picture of the
    PerseOnly she had drawn it new, a slim threemasted
    beauty with sails furled, standing in on
    the blue-green waters of the Gulf beneath a
    trademark Elizabeth Eastlake sun, the kind that
    shoots off long happy-rays of lightIt was a
    wonderful piece of work, almost begging for a
    calypso sound-track
    But unlike her other paintings, it also felt false
    "Keep going, muchachofamily, four of them,
    anyway, standing on the beach with their hands
    linked like paperdolls and those big Elizabeth
    happysmilesthe house, with what
    looked like a Negro lawn jockey standing on its
    headthe ship, that gorgeous white swallow
    John Eastlake scream
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    7:16 pm
    @@@@@ Tragedy may be your choice, but it will
    @@@@@
    Tragedy may be your choice, but it will certainly appear that comedy
    chuses youYou will be to visit me in prison with a basket of
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    Mansfield Park
    provisions; you will not refuse to visit me in prison? I think I see
    you coming in with your basket”
    The influence of his voice was feltJulia wavered; but was he only
    trying to soothe and pacify her, and make her overlook the previous
    affront? She distrusted himThe slight had been most determined
    He was, perhaps, but at treacherous play with herShe looked suspiciously
    at her sister; Maria’s countenance was to decide it: if she
    were vexed and alarmed—but Maria looked all serenity and satisfaction,
    and Julia well knew that on this ground Maria could not be
    happy but at her expenseWith hasty indignation, therefore, and a
    tremulous voice, she said to him, “You do not seem afraid of not
    keeping your countenance when I come in with a basket of provisions—
    though one might have supposed—but it is only as Agatha
    that I was to be so overpowering!” She stopped—Henry Crawford
    looked rather foolish, and as if he did not know what to sayTom
    Bertram began again—
    “Miss Crawford must be AmeliaShe will be an excellent Amelia
    “Do not be afraid of my wanting the character,” cried Julia, with
    angry quickness: “I am not to be Agatha, and I am sure I will do
    nothing else; and as to Amelia, it is of all parts in the world the most
    disgusting to meAn odious, little, pert, unnatural,
    impudent girlI have always protested against comedy, and this
    is comedy in its worst form And so saying, she walked hastily out
    of the room, leaving awkward feelings to more than one, but exciting
    small compassion in any except Fanny, who had been a quiet
    auditor of the whole, and who could not think of her as under the
    agitations of jealousy without great pity
    A short silence succeeded her leaving them; but her brother soon
    returned to business and Lovers’ Vows, and was eagerly looking over
    the play, with MrYates’s help, to ascertain what scenery would be
    necessary—while Maria and Henry Crawford conversed together
    in an under-voice, and the declaration with which she began of, “I
    am sure I would give up the part to Julia most willingly, but that
    though I shall probably do it very ill, I feel persuaded she would do
    it worse,” was doubtless receiving all the compliments it called for
    When this had lasted some time, the division of the party was
    completed by Tom Bertram and MrYates walking off together to
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    Jane Austen
    consult farther in the room now beginning to be called the Theatre,
    and Miss Bertram’s resolving to go down to the Parsonage herself
    with the offer of Amelia to Miss Crawford; and Fanny remained
    alone
    The first use she made of her solitude was to take up the volume
    which had been left on the table, and begin to acquaint herself with
    the play of which she had heard so muchHer curiosity was all
    awake, and she ran through it with an eagerness which was suspended
    only by intervals of astonishment, that it could be chosen in
    the present instance, that it could be proposed and accepted in a
    private theatre! Agatha and Amelia appeared to her in their different
    ways so totally improper for home representation—the situation
    of one, and the language of the other, so unfit to be expressed
    by any woman of modesty, that she could hardly suppose her cousins
    could be aware of what they were engaging in; and longed to
    have them roused as soon as possible by the remonstrance which
    Edmund would certainly make
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    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XV
    MISS CRAWFORD accepted the part very readily; and soon after Miss
    Bertram’s return from the Parsonage, MrRushworth arrived, and
    another character was consequently castHe had the offer of Count
    Cassel and Anhalt, and at first did not know which to chuse, and
    wanted Miss Bertram to direct him; but upon being made to understand
    the different style of the characters, and which was which,
    and recollecting that he had once seen the play in London, and had
    thought Anhalt a very stupid fellow, he soon decided for the Count
    Miss Bertram approved the decision, for the less he had to learn the
    better; and though she could not sympathise in his wish that the
    Count and Agatha might be to act together, nor wait very patiently
    while he was slowly turning over the leaves with the hope of still
    discovering such a scene, she very kindly took his part in hand, and
    curtailed every speech that admitted being shortened; besides pointing
    out the necessity of his being very much dressed, and chusing
    his coloursRushworth liked the idea of his finery very well,
    though affecting to despise it; and was too much engaged with what
    his own appearance would be to think of the others, or draw any of
    those conclusions, or feel any of that displeasure which Maria had
    been half prepared for
    Thus much was settled before Edmund, who had been out all the
    morning, knew anything of the matter; but when he entered the
    drawing-room before dinner, the buzz of discussion was high between
    Tom, Maria, and
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    7:12 pm
    @@@@@ “The German soldiers were always much
    @@@@@
    “The German soldiers were always much fatter than we were, especially the corporals and the
    sergeants—all that sausage, you know Suddenly, as if he had been shot or
    seized by a convulsion, Fontaine gasped, then lurched in front of BourneC’est
    terrible! The governor—”
    “What?”
    “The Crown governor!”
    “What about him?”
    “At the airport, it was so quick, so rapid!” cried the old Frenchman“And everything that has
    happened, my woman, the killing— Still, it is unforgivable of me!”
    “What are you talking about?”
    “That man in the villa, the military officer whose uniform you wearHe’s his aide!”
    “We know that
    “What you do not know, monsieur, is that my very first instructions came from the Crown
    governor
    “Instructions?”
    “From the Jackal! He is the contact
    “Oh, my God,” whispered Bourne, rushing to the stool where Fontaine had put the radioHe
    took a deep breath as he picked it up, his thoughts racing, control imperative“Johnny?”
    “For Christ’s sake, my arms are full and I’m on my way to the office and those goddamned
    monks are in the lobby waiting for me! What the hell do you want now?”
    “Take it easy and listen very carefullyHow well do you know Henry?”
    “Sykes? The CG’s man?”
    “YesI’ve met him a few times but I don’t know him, Johnny
    “I know him very wellYou wouldn’t have a house and I wouldn’t have Tranquility Inn if it
    wasn’t for him
    “Is he in touch with the governor? I mean right now, is he keeping the CG posted about what’s
    going on hereThere’s a phone in that villa; he could be in contact
    with Government HouseIs he?”
    “You mean with the CG himself?”
    “With anyone over there
    “Believe me, he’s notEverything’s so quiet not even the police know what’s going onAnd as
    far as the CG is concerned, he’s only been given the vaguest scenario, no names, nothing, only a
    trapHe’s also out on his boat and doesn’t want to know a damn thing until it’s all overThose
    were his orders
    “I’ll bet they were
    “Why do you ask?”
    “I’ll explain laterHurry up!”
    “Will you stop saying that?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    151
    Jason put down the radio and turned to Fontaine
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    7:11 pm
    @@@@@he was rocking on his feet Drunk? Not R -
    @@@@@he was rocking on his feet
    Drunk?
    Not R - he could always hold hisliquorhad Bart's disaster upset him
    much? Look at me, her heart beggedPut the glasses down and - at
    me
    Let me see your eyes when you say my Let me see something for me
    in
    your eyesCheering and groans hailed the end of
    the raceRhett low the glasses with a shaky hand"Damn, Bart,
    that's my fourth loser in a row," he laughed"hello, Rhett," she
    saidHis head snapped, and she saw his dark eyesThey held
    nothing
    for her, nothing but anger His eyes raked her
    from her kidskin boots to her egret-plumed hat"You are certainly
    looking-expensive he turned abruptly towards John Morland"You
    should have warned me, Bart, so I could stay in the bar
    And he sent Morland staggering as he pushed out of the box on the
    side
    away from ScarlettHer eyes followed him hopelessly as he plunged
    into the crowdsThen they filled with tearsJohn Morland patted her
    shoulder clumsily"I say, Scarlett, I apologize for RhettNe's had
    too much to drinkThat's two of us you've had to deal with today
    Not much fun for you Is that what Bart called it? "Not much fun" to be
    trampled on? I wasn't asking for muchJust to say hello, say my
    na
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    7:11 pm
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    rather feel the pain, I think
    “I'm going to have to put you under again, Wanda
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    Doc pulled the little syringe from his pocketIt was already depressed, only a quarter leftI
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    guess…”
    “But where would I go?” I whispered, my voice frantic“If I knew the way out? Why would I
    leave now?”
    “If it eases their minds…” Ian said
    Doc took my wrist, and I didn't fight himI omega deville watch looked away as the needle bit into my skin, looked
    at IanHis eyes were midnight in the darkThey tightened at the look of betrayal in mine
    “Sorry,” he mutteredIt was the last thing I heard
    CHAPTER 35
    Tried
    IgroanedMy head felt all swirly and vuitton purses disconne
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    7:44 pm
    @@@@@ The voice had been a suppressed bellow, and
    @@@@@ The voice had been a suppressed bellow, and with acute surprise Hearn saw that the General's fingers were tremblingThe suspicion of an idea almost defined itself in his head and then was lost like a piece of thread that misses the eye of a needle and wavers fragilely before collapsing
    And this too seemed the wrong thing to sayThe General's mouth was white againCummings leaned back in his folding chair, took a long puff of smoke, and then abruptly beamed at Hearn with a fatherly genial air, incredibly counterfeit"You're still a little annoyed at me about the meat, aren't you?" he askedThe General had used that word once beforeAn odd word at this timeWas he in the driver's seat now? It was a little eerie to feel that the General was coming to him, a little uncomfortableAnd instinctively his mind clamped down, became grudging and aware as if soon he would be asked for something he did not want to grantThe General would never put a handle to their relationshipAt times they had the easy tacit friendship that many generals had with their aides, field officers with their orderliesAnd there were all the other moments when they were much closer -- the discussions, the occasional bits of gossipThere was also the antagonism between themAnd he couldn't find the bone on which all this was grafted
    "I suppose I am annoyed," Hearn said at last"The rooking the enlisted men got on their meat isn't going to make them love you any
    "They'll blame Hobart or Mantelli or the mess sergeantThat's hardly to the point anywayYou don't really care, you know that
    Damn if he'd give anything away free"If I did, you certainly couldn't understand it
    "I imagine I couldI probably have a normal allotment of decent impulses
    "You don't think, Rober
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    7:18 pm
    @@@@@ Uncle Henry couldn't possibly be right that
    @@@@@
    Uncle Henry couldn't possibly be right that every door in Atlanta was
    going to be closedBut she hadn't thought he was right about the
    Panic, eitherNot until she read the newspapers, and then she
    discovered it was even worse than he'd told herInsomnia was no
    stranger to her; she'd learned years before that two or three brandies
    would calm her down and help her sleepShe padded silently
    downstairs
    and to the dining room sideboardThe cut-glass decanter flashed
    rainbows from the light of the lamp she held in her handThe next
    morning she slept later than usualNot because of the brandy but
    because, even with its aid, she'd been unable to sleep until just
    before dawnShe couldn't stop worrying about what Uncle Henry had
    saidOn her way down to the store she stopped in at Mrs
    Merriwether's bakeryThe clerk behind the counter looked through
    her and
    turned a deaf ear when she spokeShe treated me like I didn't even
    exist, she realized with horrorAs she crossed the sidewalk from the
    shop to her carriage, she saw MrsElsing and her daughter
    approaching
    on footScarlett paused, ready to smile and say helloThe two
    Elsing ladies stopped dead when they saw her, then, without a word or
    a
    second look, turned and walked away
    Scarlett was paralyzed for a momentThen she scurried into her
    carriage and hid her face in the shadowy corner of the deep
    enclosure
    For one horrible instant she was afraid she was going to be sick all
    over the floorWhen Elias stopped the carriage in front of the store,
    Scarlett stayed in the sanctuary of her carriageShe sent Elias
    inside with the clerks' pay envelopesIf she got out, she might see
    someone she knew, someone who would cut her deadIt was
    unbearable
    even to think of itIndia Wilkes must be behind thi
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    “Mine disappeared when Mo dismissed usCome on, let’s have some coffeeThis place gives
    me the proverbial creeps Holland went to the table with the coffee urn and poured two cups
    “How do you like it?”
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    “That I’ve got enough clout for,” announced Holland quietly as he snapped his lighter and lit a
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    @@@@@Call me that again and I'm hanging upThen
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    happenedProbably that's what I ought to make you
    do, anywayIt would serve you right
    I put my hand to my head and began to massage my
    temples: thumb in the left hollow, first two
    fingers in the rightIt's sort of amazing that
    one hand can encompass so many dreams and so much
    painNot to mention the potential to hatch so
    much plain and fancy fuckeryI'll listen and not get
    angry
    "Getting past that, are you? Give me a second
    There was a clunk as the phone went down, probably
    on the kitchen counterFor a moment I heard the
    distant babble of the TV and then it was gone
    When she came back she said, "All right, now I can
    hear myself think There was another mighty honk
    as she blew her nose once moreWhen she started
    talking again, she was composed, with no hint of
    tears in her voice
    357
    "I asked Myra to call me when he got back home -
    Myra Devorkian, who lives across the street from
    himI told her I was worried about his state of
    mindNo reason to keep that much to myself, was
    there?"
    "No
    "And bango! Myra said she'd been worried, too -
    she and Ben bothSaid he was drinking too much,
    for one thing, and sometimes going in to his
    office with a ten o'clock shadowAlthough she
    said he looked spiffy enough when he went off on
    his tripAmazing how much neighbors see, even
    when they're not really close friendsBen and
    Myra didn't know aboutus, of course, but they
    knew damn well that Tom had been depressed
    You think they didn't know, I didn't say
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    7:06 pm
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    Lily eyed us, mystified
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    “Me, too,” I agreed Lily didn't move from where she was half sprawled on the floor
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    “Good point
    “Besides, she'd be glad to make you suffer, if I'd let her
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